爱的过渡期。。。

loving him hard to regret..
losing him hard to accept..
But with all the hurt i've felt,
letting go is the most painful yet...

my heart is broken..
my words are unspoken..
my tears are all saying that needs to be said..
thoughts and feelings thru my head..
"How dare you do what you've done to me?"
"How can one guy cause all these misery?"
and its you..


*can i live without you?

Stardust...

Went to watch Stardust wif beloved darling yan, xian and 2 other yan's guy fren.. First movie after so many things happen shortly in e past few weeks..

Was a good movie, hilarious at times, but I guess what attracted me most was the part tat the lead actress (Fallen Star, Yvaine) confess to the lead actor (Tristan) who was being turn in cutie mouse by blackmagic.. Maybe the confession deeply touch my heart on my position now, or its really touching that what you expect when you fall in love.. deeply..

"You know when I said I knew nothing about love,
And that wasn't true.
I know lots about love,
I seen it, I seen century century of it.
Now, that only thing may make watching your world unbearable,
Are all those wars, pains, lies, hates
When you want to turn away and never looked down again.
But see the way that mankind at loves,
You can search the furthest reach of the universe, and never find anything more beautiful.
So, yes. I know that love is unconditional.
But I also know it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable,
And strangely easy to mistake for loading.
And what I am trying to say, I think I love you.
My heart it feels like, like my chest could bearly contain it, like it doesn't belong to me anymore,
it belongs to you.
And if you wanted it, I wishes for nothing to exchange.
No gifts, no goods, no demonstration of devotion.
Nothing but knowing you love me too.
Just your heart.. and exhange mind. "


The Chinese version:

"你知道我以前说过关于爱，我懂得很少，
可那不是真的，
关于爱我懂得很多，
我看过它，足足看了几个世纪，
在我看来只有爱能让你的世界不再那么难以忍受，
所有这些战争 痛苦，谎言和仇恨...
它让我想转身不再继续看下去，
但是看到人们的爱时，
就算找遍全宇宙， 也找不到比爱更美好的东西，
所以，没错，我知道爱是无条件的，
但我同样也知道爱是... 无法预知的，无法期待，不可控制的，难以忍受的，
爱也很容易被误解不情愿，
我想说的是， 我想我爱上你了。
我的心... 感觉好像...
我的胸膛已经装不下它了，
就像他已经不属于我了，它属于你...
如果你想要它，我不需要任何来交换，
不需要礼物，东西， 也不需要证明你的爱，
除了知道你也爱着我之外，什么都不需要，
只要你的心就够了，
用你的心来换我的心... "

*for you.. for you...*

Grandma passed away today..

pls leave me alone..

*sorry if i don't reply ur msg*

Terry's 21st Birthday Party...

It's mama bday today.. but i have to go uncle terry's party.. coz seeing 'someone' was a reason.. lol.. anyway we had already celebrated mama's bday earlier..

His party was well organised with super good frens ard and a photographer engaged (own fren) haha..

But e thing tat happen at nite are more memorable.. i shall be a secret in my heart..

*i am EXTREMELY happy.. =)*

Someone Who Lives In Your Heart...

Last night I dream that you were beside me
It seems so real that I cried
When you've touched me
You’re my angel
And you've given me wings

And I fly away with you wherever you go
Cause you filled my heart and you captured my soul
And baby i want you to know

CHORUS:
If there's one thing in this world that I know is true
It's the love that I feel when I'm thinking of you
No ocean or mountain can keep us apart
Coz no one can take away someone who lives in your heart
All the hopes and the dreams are alive
I'll carry you with me through distance and time
Nothing in this world can keep us apart
Coz no one can take away someone who lives in your heart

And I know there's a million stars between us
But that won't stop my longing
To hold you and to kiss you
How I love you

And I'll find my way to you wherever you are
Coz you're in my soul and you've got my heart
And your love will carry me on

CHORUS:
If there's one thing in this world that I know is true
It's the love that I feel when I'm thinking of you
No ocean or mountain can keep us apart
Coz no one can take away someone who lives in your heart
All the hopes and the dreams are alive
I'll carry you with me through distance and time
Nothing in this world can keep us apart
Coz no one can take away someone who lives in your heart

Here in my arms,were you should be
Cause your love that makes me believe
That nothing or no one can tear us apart cause baby your in my heart

CHORUS:
If there's one thing in this world that I know is true
It's the love that I feel when I'm thinking of you
No ocean or mountain can keep us apart
Coz no one can take away someone who lives in your heart
All the hopes and the dreams are alive
I'll carry you with me through distance and time
Nothing in this world can keep us apart
Coz no one can take away someone who lives in your heart

*u live in my heart...*

Jiao Zhi Making Day...

hee.. today is very fun day.. coz big uncle came back to SG for holiday and there is big feast at Grandma's hse.. yeah..

So jiao zhi is one of the dish tat wu shen making coz she is fifth uncle's china wife.. hee.. I had fun making coz 'playing wif flour', sealing e opening's up is really nt easy.. lolx.. i learn up some skills from wu shen n e skills r really picking up.. really.. haha.. but mama's was like curry puff more like jiao zhi.. whaha..

Aft dinner.. went over to c new born nephew.. he is really cute.. look like larry cousin.. Heard e funny stuffs of how e new parents handle e cutie boy.. larry kor like a stone when carrying his boy.. coz he is afraid to hurt him.. dun dare to bathe for him.. feeding is tedious n having slpless nights handling him.. But luckily his brother n sister are married wif kids n can guide him along.. So i tink i will swear to attend new parents lesson when i m preg to get ready for everything.. haha.. He was given christian name Zendan.. Sound like naming aft a football player.. coz his dad is e super football fan..



Niece Gwenn is getting naughtier too.. But as cute as lovely as before..



*again.. i love babies..*

Cookies Baking Day...

Due to high demand and good reviews from my cousins.. I bake both Chocolate Chip Cookies and Oatmeal Raisins Cookies for them.. Photos will be more exciting them, I describing them.. =)

Received call from my ai ren, qiu yan, asking me out for dinner coz she doesn't wan to be light bulb of Juliana and zixian's cousin.. (i still can't rmb his name).. lolx.. We meet at Lot 1 and headed Cha Chang Ting for dinner.. wasn't really hungry so i ordered dessert only.. but poor yan.. coz of her braces.. she can only eat soluble food - congee..

My Fave Dessert

Aft dinner, we went NTUC, as yan need a small toothbrush.. as she need soft n small brush, so it was settled wif kid's toothbrush.. so small n cute.. lolx.. I oso went to check out N95 prices.. $368 aft trade-in.. shld be alright be me.. :P

*my poor lil yan..*